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Hellyfish

by Alex Stanilla

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1.
Light 03:55
i remember when i lost my mind looking for a light that i could not find man, i thought i was jesus christ lookin' for a light that near made me blind i saw somethin' i should not have known looked into the light that the good lord hath shown i thought i was jesus christ... i remember when...
2.
all this time on my hands is it a blessing or a curse i've been filling my head can't tell if i'm makin' it worse can't tell if i'm makin it worse can't tell if i'm makin' it hawk is watchin' the rabbit try and cross the highway i'm watchin' and i'm wonderin' is she counting? does she know when to go? guess there's something i don't know something i can't tell just know i'd probably starve to death if i was fending for myself so won't you help me, darling? cuz i've been oh, so lost just know that i am oh so glad that our path's crossed made it through december with just a little scratch tryin' out the new year with you my little catch yeah you my little catch you you my little... reading all the classics translated and shiny i prefer your synopsis to my own how did it go? there's just something that you know something you can tell just know that i prefer your time over anyone else so won't you help me, darling? i've been so lost so won't you help me back? won't you help? there's just something...
3.
Carolina 03:31
found some wool in the basement and i soaked it to feel well when i was a boy i killed a stinkbug cuz i wanted to know the smell never been to carolina but i've been using for a heel couldn't tell you from adam but you're givin' off a feel fatten me up cuz winter is a comin' rollin' soon gonna clean out the basement thinkin' summer early june
4.
you haven't been this scared in such a long, long time you're losin' lots of sleep don't think you'll make it out alright sometimes i feel a little bit better when you turn the tv off i wish that we could go back to when we'd sit around and talk cuz then you'd see it's not as bad as it seems and you'll be seen by how you see the world don't you ever get scared it's just a ride no one cares don't you ever feel alone because the earth is your only home it's all a dream and you're the dreamer a butterfly in the winter
5.
Johnny 05:05
when i took acid with JFK my whole world melted away he said it's just the dream of a beautiful little girl we read the bible and played charades while he tried to remember her name he said she lives just outside the milky way and let's hope and pray that she don't wake up soon we sat back and laughed at all the people who think that they rule the world who don't have a clue that they answer to a beautiful blue little girl to all the phat white snots that think that they're the ones callin' the shots she lives outside... we sat back and laughed...
6.
Pink Cloud 03:06
cold airs got my fingers cracking open now my bloods going everywhere if you wanna hold my hand just wear your gloves i was gonna blame this on the weather but now i think it's the altitude guess it's never easy moving somewhere new thought that everything was perfect and everyone was beautiful but i was looking at the world through a pink cloud thought that everyone was lovely and everyone was how they should be still all we ever do is talk the weather and all it ever wants to do is rain still people like it better cuz every fuckin' day they feel the same but i've been oh so tired for a week now and it feels my heads about to blow been lookin' for a fix now just somethin' to control thought that everything was perfect...
7.
would you like to have a picnic? i took off to lose some time and to try and find myself can i tell you a secret? i don't usually wear matching socks but i wanna look nice for you these are my edwardian years they won't last too long i fear my edwardian years everyday is lazy i pet the cats til they go crazy clawing at my neck i'm probably drinking too much bachullic with flair it has me pulling my hair and adding to my gut these are my edwardian years they won't did you know the moon is hollow and we're floating in a fish bowl upside down you were never alive so you'll never die and i'm jesus christ but those three days were so nice
8.
Roses 03:59
9.
Ivory Hunter 02:05
hurt yourself to hide for weeks something about this gives me the creeps you know i'd prefer to have some snow but could we not talk the weather, darling anything new going on with you? how's the puppy? do you still have the shoes? the ones you swore you'd throw away, when I talked you out of the leather. i wrote you a letter on a foggy winter's day had nothing to say that might interest you, ivory hunter someone called in your favorite song and i tried to sing along but i realized i never knew the words
10.
you should give it twenty minutes kid, bet you'll see a shooting star the only trick to is to know where you are takes a lot more time than most people wanna start that might've been the night we took the... 4 east to brooklyn it was 1 am and i was knockin' on a buddy's door that i hadn't talked to in years takin' a piss off the subway was drinkin' since philly had a couple of 40's just to make the trip more tolerable but i got so tired some nights i get tired and everybody thinks they know what's best for me wish i didn't get tired... i used to spend my nights listenin' to the radio but now i know those kids don't tell it like it is used to sing along until my voice would go but now i know to save it for better occasions used to know a pretty lady who owed me a little money she said "return the favor if i find myself on the sunny side of the world" and i hear her singing ba badda ba...

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recorded feb 1st-28th for the RPM Challenge

all songs written by Alex Stanilla
John Fitzgerald Kennedy on track 5

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released March 4, 2018

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Alex Stanilla Lebanon, Pennsylvania

Gonzo/Outlaw Pop artist. Entertainment ordinaire.

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